I'll follow you into the dark (best freaking song ever!)

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
I held my tongue as she told me"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about'cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms

If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the No's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside youWhen your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

Then I'll follow you into the dark

- Death Cab For Cutie

Updates and more ranting...

so...its been a really long time sense iv blogged...
not that anyone reads this anyways. S ophmore year is going well, except for Geometry (oh how i wish it would grow up and solve its own freaking problems!) iv been looking back on some of my old blogs and seeing how utterly reatarted i was....things have changed alot. My mom moved 3 hrs away from me and continually reminds me that shes never been happier. Edna is still a hoe. Made lots of new friends that are surprisingly somewhat like me. Devolped an unhealthy obsession with music. And one other thing....guys. life would be sooo much easier if they would just disappear! I really liked this one guy (lets call him Ringo) he seemed really nice and hes sooo beautiful! I became good friends with his brother (lets call him Frito) and so Frito starts to like me. I told my friend (lets call her Gwen) that i liked Ringo and she told she liked him to! so she told Frito that i liked Ringo and i wasent aware of this till i noticed them acting funny around me. But i got to know Ringo better and hes not fun or spastic or as sweet as frito. I feel like a total sicko now for liking both of them...I cant really tell anyone i know without them judging me, so insted im sending out into an empty void....

~Charlie~

My life is a bore........

my life is a bore and i dont know why,
my life is a bore no matter how hard i try.

that is my awful poem of the day......
thank you very much! well herbert stopped stalking me and my hoe sister, Edna. Im tired, but a new simester is on its way. yay! wahoo. days are short and repeated, reading a good book though. But then again when am i not? ah, the lovely bones how i adore you.......anyway looking at colleges, i know im just a freshman but i dosent hurt to start early. Iv known what i what to be since i was seven years old. A fashion designer. The dream still lives. Valinteno is my God! how i idol him! well enough of my ramboling there is chocolate icecream waiting for me upstairs.

xoxoxoxo

~charlie~

Snow, High School and Herbert

its been a while sense iv blogged. i know you guys have all missed me! haha! :D high school is great! soooo much better than middle school. power's been out at my house for the past two days....its sucks. im blogging from my dads work office. the snow is at least a foot and a half deep outside. its really pretty.....i would enjoy it alot better if the fricking power was on!!!!! *phycotic twitching*. if i dont get on facebook soon i think i might die. no seriously, not even kidding. *more phycotic twitching* Anyway, my hoe sister recently dumped this guy....lets call him herbert. And herbert wont leave my hoe sister (or me!) alone. he says he loves her way to much to let her go. but i think hes flirting with me. its too weird. anyway,oh hold on a sec im getting a text. it's herbert!!!!! "hey" he says for the third time today. is that even normal????? i dont think so, but im open to other opinions. thanks for listining.

xoxoxoxo

~charlie~

I miss all the crazy people at school!

im not saying i miss school........i just miss the people at school. Even Fonzi and Eugene! *sniffle* *sniffle*. its been a while scence iv blogged and during that time school has gotten out, and really nothin else that big. i lead such an exciting life! haha! i gotta go im babysitting so ya........

xoxoxoxox

~Charlie~

Middle school Graduation!!!!!!!!

Hey! Its Charlie again! Our middle school graduation is really soon (thank god!)Middle school has been a living hell for me! Anyway my awesome uncle Tommy is a hairstylist that just moved from Newyork a few years ago and he is gonna cut and dye my hair for my graduation gift! It is gonna look awesome! and my (overly pretective) dad surprising bought me an awesome dress to match my soon to be awesome hair! I even got a bikini for the summer that totally pones! So things are for once going extreamly well for once!So be happy for me or i'll put you in Kris's hole! Theres algebra in there!(ew) so..........ya

xoxoxoxo
~Charlie~

Back form D.C!!!!!

Washington D.C. was the bomb! the bus ride was boring but when we got to the mall it was awesome! there mall was 5 floors! 5! i wanted to go shopping wit my roommates Abbie, Kris, and Sammy. But Ginger this semi - annoying girl wanted to shop wit me so me and my roomies were pissed she wouldn't go away! We still managed to have a good time. The hotel room was nice, small though. The monuments and stuff like that was cool but Busch gardens was better! Oh and Eugene got caught by crazy Cutya'll (a teacher) calling me a b**** so the teachers made him do bends and thrusts (hehehe)One last thing i would like to rant about........How much i hate sluts! Their just so slutty! the worst thing about them is they think were jealous of them! God! At the glow and the dark dance party all the sluts (Carly, Jade, Lora, and Teresa) were grinding on all the guys! it was disgusting did i mention it was slutty! I have a slutty step sister named Edna.(Keep in mind the names of all theses people are made up so no Internet freaks can stalk them) lol. Ya she thinks shes so much better than me just because she is a popular slut! OK i must apologize for ranting so much but that is why man invented the blog. Hasta lavesta!

~ Charlie ~